never happening

2009-01-04T05:53:00.000-08:00

2009 A NEW YEAR....

and my resolution....to update this dumb dead blog more...haha

I know its been like aeons since i last even came here....but...what can i do...i am such a busy woman...yea...ive been busy watching dramas and more dramas...haha...ah

but from on...for a new year...i promise to update moree! =))

haha..oh yea! firstly HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL.

2009....seems like times files by eh...2008 is gone....and i dont really have a clue what i did...
all i know is tt i watched super alot of shows...haha

ahh well....my exams are done...hope i pass all3 of them...or else i really really can just go and diee...results cmg out on feb end...hopefully it will be alright...haha...ahh well...

haha...ohh anw really have to say thanx to nisha...haha...totally went to her sch everyday since i ended sch to study in her lib...and she would follow me sometimes even if she didnt have lessons...and she would also miss lessons and by miss i mean purposly not go fro them....haha...and not to keep me accompany but to watch sn and gg! haha...okok...not really but yea...luckly she had sch...and she let me invade her life for a mth man...or else ah...i wouldnt have finished wad i sld have...haha...so thx! one of the things i am grateful for lat year! haha

and i am not gg to list anymore...but i do have alot of things i am grateful for...hahaha...just lazy...haha

ahh...ooo we went for a KL trip with my parents and everyone...it was fun. haha...ok one day sucked...cause i couldnt go for the water rides...really sucked. and we went all the way to sunway lagoon for tt day but i couldnt go for the damn rides. and not only could i not go...i was in pain...and i mean literally...haha...ahh well...other than tt...it was nice...

ahh...and can u believe it i had lesson on the day after new year? and its on a fri...how sad can my life be eh... ahhh. and the teacher is even more unbelievable. shes like a non-stop nagging machine... and by nag she really nags like a mother...example...she would talk abt the importance of making friends during the lesson for abt three time, spending 15 mins on it each time. and mind you, this is just one example. shes just ahhhhhh.

totally stuck with her for 18 more lessons...ahhhh...the tot it just makes me...oh and the topic she teaches on, law. i know. super ouch!!

alright..i will update again soon. and we will see then! haha....

=))

2008-11-06T10:22:00.000-08:00

Roller Coaster...

Downs and...wont say ups...but feel (or rather felt) better at times...

I just dont get ppl sometimes...
How they can "forget" abt a disagreement you just had the next day...and abt a few days when you fight again it comes backs...they would talk abt it again during the current argument...i mean just finish off...get so pist at times man....just wad they hell on earth do you wan kinda feeling...

Anw...been gg out alot again this week...but i did study as well...but as if its not enough though...haha...as always...

I have 25 days more to my exams...damn ahh...

Just cant believe i got myslef into this mess...haha...well...for once i wan to clear the mess with a good smell...dont get it? TOO BAD! Haha...Well you not not smart if you get it either...you are just normal...haha...okok...thinkin i am starting to spout nonsense...might be the lack of sleep...damn shit tired...but just cant get to bed...so near...yet so shit far ah...ahhh...

okok...better get to bed...need to wake up at ard 8 plus at least...and its like gg to be three in the mrn now...haha...

Booyaa!

2008-11-03T07:27:00.000-08:00

Feel like shit...
Why only my happiness doesnt last...
why...
Screw my life...everything...

Viskas man yra blogai ...
Tiesiog rašykit man kitoje vietoje ...
Norėdami manote, kad aš buvau laimingas, kad tu grįžo ...
Jos vis dar tas pats ...
Vis dar jaučia vieni labiau nei kada nors ...
Visi aš užduodu yra šiek tiek Jautrumą ...
Niekas man tikrai patinka teise ...
Aš esu klaida ...
A klaidą turi būti gimę šią šeimą ...
Niekas man labai patinka ... priežasties aš esu negraži ... riebalai ... nenaudingas ir dievas, nieko šūdas ...
Tiesiog rašykit man visur, bet ... kažkur čia ...
Jaučiuosi taip, vieni su tiek daug ppl aplink ...
Ne vienas gauna mane ...
Aš išsekęs, kad ...
I cannot do anything, bet riksmas ...
Jaučiuosi taip liūdna ...
Kodėl jie negali suprasti manęs ...
Kodėl?
Kodėl aš gyvas?
Kodėl buvo i gimęs?
Kodėl jūs atsiųskite man į tokią vietą?
Kodėl ir norime, kad mane jaustis vienišas netgi su tiek daug ppl dartinės ... kodėl ..
Ar norėtumėte matyti mane verkti ir kenčia ..
Tikiuosi, kad jie vyti mane iš ...
Aš išsekęs, kad ...

I wan to live it my way...
Isit so bad!

Just what the hell am I doing with my life!?

2008-11-02T08:39:00.001-08:00

Everything I Do Is Never Right.

All well...

Eu não sinto o mais só quando nenhum está em torno…
Eu sinto o mais só quando todos é em torno…
I arent estranho…

Welcome To My Life...

2008-10-28T10:23:00.000-07:00

Kiseki...

Haha...longg time never update (and if i did only bad times....)

But now feel so much better...i am studying...and of course still gg out ah...will die if i dont...haha...

So now just for fun...haha...an update...a short post...

Now i have been really studying now...damn scard for exams...i have been slacking like mad since the start...just had no passion...haha...not tt i have the passion for accounts now...just that i have the passion to do well in exams...haha...really dont wan to fail anything...

Well i have been having my fun as well...so i like...now...haha...

Watched alot of movies and "hanging out" as usual...haha

Ohh and today met brenda after a longg time... it really wasnt planned... was nice! ahah...seems like nothing changed....good...i also like...haha

Ahh well...and yess i am also still watching shows...both kinds...asian and english...and animes! And currently i amw atching an anime Blood +....not bad i like...but its kinda long..but it is also good that it is long...so i dont watch too many eps in one day...i only watch when i like need a break...so its ok...of course sometimes it gets super intresting then cannot stop...haha...but sometimes then have like just nice places to stop u know...aiya...dunoo how to say...ahh well!

ok...i am done...haha

bye!

just waiting....

2008-10-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

oidgn thwa i ontd lralye nwat uskcs. I efle tahetcitp. lehp.

No tinc ni idea del que l'infern a la terra estic fent ...
He estat anant a classes ....
han vingut estudiant ...
Haven es va per a la conducció de les lliçons ...
han estat fent res ....

Em sento tan tonta ...
encallat ..
atrapats ...

Me sento com tots els dies és un cicle ...
i realment volen trencar ...
Em sento tan patètic ...
així que ...

He de ...
han de ...

però ...

odi això ...

ajuda ...

ajuda ...

Ajuda ...

sospir ....

i condemnat gran moment ... ...

Necessito una bufetada una puntada ... ... ... wadever només em desperta ...
o ..
permeti'm morir ....

ara ...

Em sento com si només portar el dolor a les persones ...
però vull portar alegria a tot el món ... ...
fer feliços ... incloent els meus pares ...

maleït ...

AHHHHH!

I wan to....

2008-10-03T22:27:00.001-07:00

Nothing.

Let me ask you a question...
Would you feel annoyed,angry if ppl kept saying we gg out to eat today ok, must go. Then in the end don't end up gg because some other ppl don't wan?
Would you feel annoyed, angry if they said lets go out to eat today, then they go out somewhere and ask you to get ready at home then in the end never come home in time to go and eat? Plus you were waiting like an idiot for 3hrs.
Would you ever want to go out and eat with them?
Are you saying you wont feel cheated at all?
I am I rock?

One more question.
Does it really matter where we go eat? Isn't the only matter that we eat together?
Are you saying hawker centre food are not good enough for you?
Why the hell on earth must we go to expensive places for?
Is it my fault for wanting not to dress up?
My fault for wanting to go to a hawker centre?

Finally, is it my fault, am i wrong to feel annoyed and angry after all this? IS IT MY FAULT?????????

I swear i feel like running away! Far away...

Always trying to do wad they wan, trying to make them happy in the end i am always the bad girl....had enough....seriously...just wan to get away from all this.
Everytime...

And they don't even have one fucking idea how i feel, what am i thinking, what am i doing...they do not even know me.... Maybe its better this way...cause they will never get me...cause they don't listen...

But i am always the bad girl....its always because of me...then why am i here...

nothing...nothing...i have nothing...

AHHHHHHH!

2008-09-14T08:48:00.000-07:00

My secret.

He sido clases que falta del dunoo semejante cuando. He ido solamente para una lección para el F2 desde que la escuela comenzó. Pero para el F2 y el F3 fui alrededor por dos semanas en el centro entonces que paré otra vez. El asilo I dijo cualquier persona en absoluto. Total. U es primer. ¿No dice tan cualquier persona incluso si la figura de u esta hacia fuera autorización!?

Tell me if your figured it out ok! And i promise its not just rubbish. It does mean something. Haha.

2008-09-12T23:50:00.000-07:00

and all this time....

something is wrong...
something is incomplete...
something is missing...
i dont rem something...
wad the hell is tt...

damn.

2008-09-07T03:55:00.000-07:00

Ok.

Sorry abt the last post, was just so damn pissed. Haha all better now...
Sometimes ppl just talk too much and dont know when to stop...
Once you have said it, you cant take it back,even if you are really sorry...
It will always remain a fact that you said it....
And one word/sentence can totally destroy the image of a person....
And that person becomes a stranger who you actually thought you knew...
Just like that....

Life eh.

I totally need to study ah... I think have finally gotten the momentum...hopefully i will understand better in the weeks to come...really wan to do well....properly...

I guess its the same...play hard and study hard....

2008-08-25T07:55:00.001-07:00

PROČ????

Cítím se tak blbá, hloupá zpropadený!
Já jsem tak naštvaná!
proč??? hovno! Proč bych měl jedno!
U debile! U Zeptej se mě pak u dont věřte mi! JAK SHITfaced CAN U GET! SHITface! PIG hlavu! HATE YOU! Hlupák!

Já jsem opravdu s cílem ne? Proč to říkáš tt. Proč musí dělat i peníze a všichni říkají. Proč nikdo mi věřit? Myslím-li u říkají i dont know nic abt peníze i fakt, jako kurva .... JAK NA SVĚTĚ SE VÁM U VĚDĚT! WAD je sakra NA SVĚTĚ víš o mně??? VÁM TO I DONT KNOW ME! SO JUTS uzavíracím YOUR MOUTH hajzlu! WAD k čertu DO U VĚDĚT! SO JAK MŮŽE U SAY VŠECHNY SHIT! Kreténe! DONT TALK, jako byste vědět všechno I9N světa. U jsou velkou idiot s velkou hlavou. Myslíš si, jsou nejlepší? U sát! JSTE horší, než je osoba Nenávidím MOST! U jsou jen PURE SHIT. JSTE DONT KNOW ME! A nikdy .... A BUDE I dont wanna AŤ SE VÁM! Já raději zemřít. VÁŽNĚ.

ten pocit ..... nebylo zde ... nebo dlouho .... její záda ... i fakt této rodiny .... nikdo to zajímá .... falešné starají? pokud to udělají, proč nelze věřit, že právě já? Proč sld i to zatraceně všichni WAN. Proč dotírat i žít celý život. i fakt opravdu chtějí dostat ven. OUT OUT! Ven! I DONT CARE i když z tohoto světa! I JUST WAN TO GET OUT! JUST HATE tu být. Se všemi U. JSEM zatracený blacksheep aréna jsem! Pak jen mě zabít! Zatraceně VÁS. Potom stačí, život bude jednodušší a šťastnější. Možná bych se také. NIKDY JSTE nenávisti nebo kdokoli PRO skutečnosti tolik. PROČ MUSÍ být pouze já! ASSHOLEEEEEEE! DID U nich si myslí, JAK se budete cítit, jestli někdo řekl, U SE NA NE Cílem LIFE, když jste 19, SO STARÉ JIŽ ?????? Sakra !!!!!!!

AHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2008-08-05T20:53:00.001-07:00

=))

I PASSED!
HAHA!
YAY!

I know ppl think the test easy ah so no big deal passing...but ah i only studied the day b4...so yea. I relly tot i will fail ah! Good thing i passed! Hahaha! Now can go for prac lessons already!!!

And now in abt an hour i have to leave for school! Ahhh! Haha! Ahh well.

2008-08-05T02:27:00.000-07:00

Boo!!

Haha, ok. Actually yesterday went to watch The X Files: I Want to Believe. It was actually kinda boring, draggy and damn dry. The storyline wad ok ah. But it was just so slow. The was only I think abt an hour and half but it seemed like two and half hours. Seriously! Think a bit waste to watch in cinema. Haha. Yup Mummy was better in the sense that i didnt come yawning out of the cinema ah... Hopefully will watch a good movie soon ah!

Ok anw i know i said i wanted to post pictures...but ah...since i took the photos with me cam the size is damn big. And thus resulting in a damnnn long time to upload! Ahhh! I guess i will just put a few i took with my phone! Haha!

Red. Yellow. Green. ! Haha. We were just trying for fun ahh!

One on Train, way back home.

Two on Train.

Haha i know i said few. But didnt use my phone much! So tts all ah! Hahaa!!

OHH and tmr i got my Basic Theory Test!! Yup driving! And havent really studied!! Everyone says its easy. But ah...there is just so many god damn signs! Damn Singapore ah! Ahh well!!

Janae! =))

2008-08-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

Haha, today went to watch The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor.
It was a very...hmm...not very nice ah. But I tot the scenes were very nice. As in the places and stuff. But the storyline was very errrrrr. Haha. Had fun today. And thank you guys! Haha!!

Ok actually today took ALOT picsss! But i am kinda lazzzy to post....
So...wait till tmr? Hahaa!!! Ahhhh!

BYEEE!

2008-07-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

There Are No Memories Its OK To Forget.
=))
Always Remember.

2008-07-22T07:33:00.000-07:00

AT LAST. FINALLY. YAY!

Ok, yes...i know u can guess already...I HAVE FINALLY WATCHED THE DARK KNIGHT!

Haha, the tickets! Good seats too! Haha! =))
Haha. And as expected it was NICE! Loved the action sequences, the actors(some big names), the music was also not bad. But of course the person who stole the limelight of the whole movie...THE JOKER! Heath Leadger was WOW man! He was just a perfect joker, well at least for me. He was just so creepy and ahh...dunoo how to say. But ppl can watch the movie just for him. Creepiest thing ever man! Of course got pictures! Hehe! Was totally waiting to put up pictures of this movie. Haha!! =))

Of course firstly the Dark Knight himself, Batman! Christian Bale. I tot he looked diff when the wore the suit, Nisha also. Then i hated the way he sounded when he was Batman. Very...errr... don't like. Haha! But he wa sok all in all ah.

Aaron Eckhart... Harvey Dent (In the film) aka Two-Face. I couldn't find a nice picture of the two face character. Apparently they were keeping his two-face look a secret or something. Haha. But i tot it was kinda real...He was scary towards the end.

Michael Caine! He is Alfred Pennyworth! The butler! Haha.

And this is Maggie Gyllenhaal who replaced Katie Holmes as Rachel Dawes the reporter. Didn't know she was actually Jake Gyllenhaal's elder sister. Haha. Of course until I saw the name.

Then we have Gary Oldman as Lt. James Gordon. He was also cool in the movie. Oh and he looks kinda young in the bottom pic right! Haha!

And Morgan Freeman was Lucius Fox, the guy who does the "research" in the Wayne industries. Haha. Actually there this one part i didn't get where he used the cellphone to create images of the surroundings....super smart ah.

AHHHH! Cillian Murphy!! He was the villain in the Batman begins. But he appears for one scene here. LOveeee his eyes man!!He not bad looking too! Hhaaaa! =))

The Joker! Look at his face and the way he sits. (Screen shots)

Haha! He looked so cute in the nurse dress and the wig!!! So funny and cute!!

Yea and it looks like he hates ALL superheros eh... Haha!
Poor Spiderman? I don't mind. Don't like Spiderman anw! Haha!!

AHHHHH! This is the joker! CREEPY RIGHT!
OHH, my fave part was when he will tell the story of how he got the scars near his mouth there.
Then at one part he will go...
"Why so serious? Let's put a smile on that face of yours!"
It wahhhhhhhh! Loved it! Hhaha!

That smile does not exist anymore. Just gone. Just like that.
Heath Ledger!! Wad a transformation right?!! He actually very good actor. And he was only 28! There was so much more he could have done. Ah well, life's never fair right.
I know its been a while since he passed away...but you know when you look at this film and him.... such a loss. Sooo ahh!
Anw hope he wins some award so something for this cause i guess he deserved it. =))

Anw ppl watch it k! Haha! Want you guys to share my joy as well!! Haha!!

2008-07-21T08:50:00.000-07:00

WHY? Two Times Already!

Haha...

First we are suppose to watch The Dark Knight on Friday...Then i couldn't cause had to take care of cuz!!

Second, then today wen to PS already then only got front seats left! And cannot go for the next show also, yesss cause of my dumb so-called curfew. And some more the movie is 2+ hrs...AHHHH!

SOOOooo....we are gg for tmr morn show. Early early one. Hopefully can make it. Good thing Nisha start late tmr! Haha. So hopefully i will watch it tmr....

CANT WAIT!!

Anw today's my Brother's Bday. I guess this is his first time having it overseas. So cool right. Haha...But i guess he didnt enjoy today, he had school! So sad! Haha. Ahh well... Hes 24 already. So old. Haha. Soooo weird... I know he will never see this but ahh well...

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY BRO !!!!
~WHoOoOo~
=))

Really have no idea wad i haven been doing....
Help?
How?
Now?
But....
AHHHHHHHHHHH!

2008-07-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

HELLo

Haha, just watched Hellboy II today. Not bad i have to say. It was so much more entertaining and definitely nicer than THE HAPPENING. The movie was SO NOT happening!!!
Hellboy was actually funny and the demons were soooo cute! Epically Abe! But i tot the ending would have been better though...it just ended like that. No BAM! ending u know...haha. I mean you would expect it if the movie was actually nice. The starting was actually a bit slow...but later it picked up and was NICEEE!! I would say its worth watching... Hard to accept but i think i laughed more today, during this movie than Hancock! Haha. But i have to admit, i only wanted to watch the movie cause i saw the trailer and tot the villain (Prince Nuada) was so super cool! But i got more than i hoped for! So its ALL good!! =))
Ok so now wad i am gg to do is identify the demons! AH!

Okiee, first up we have Hellboy himself! Its Ron Perlman! He was cute in the movie sometimes. Cute in the sense of the character. Haha.

Hellboy's girlfriend, Liz Sherman. Real name Selma Blair.
Seen her in a few films but were all like minor roles.

Then we have Tin man! HAHA! (In the movie Prince Nauada will call him that!) Actually there is no human involved here, was just a character. But the voice-over was done guy,Seth MacFarlane. Hes actually a writer as well. Did a few cartoons. Haha. Oh by the way the real name of the character was Johann Krauss. Haha! right?

Ooo and this is Princess Nuala. Her real name is Anna Walton. Pretty right. Very sweet.

I love this..this thing! character sorry. Haha. He was just SO ADORABLE! The name is Abe Sapien. He sooo cute in the movie! The way he movie and the eyes and the ways he talks and looks!! SUPER CUTE! The real guy is Doug Jones. He was actually the silver surfer in F4: Rise of the Silver Surfer. Didn't know... anws. He just soo cute here!

Prince Nuada!! AHHH! Super cool!!! =))

His real name is Luke Gross. Loved his swordplay in the movie. Think he acted well! Super cool!

Ok and this...i dony rem a name cause it only came
for a scene...But its looks hmm...sort of nice right? I
dunoo i am just attracted to things with wings. Haha.
Just tot this Character was soo WAHH. Oh can u see...
the face actually has no eyes...but the wings are like
COVERED with eyes! Nicee right!

Haha! This a part where Abe will talk to Princess Nuada.
He actually likes her but dunoo hows to talk...
Super cute! The way he messes it up and talks and
looks at her!! Funny too!

Ok loved this part of the movie like mad! Haha!
It was so FUNNY! And of course CUTE!
Abe will actually be listening to love songs (which
his SO NOT his type) than Hellboy will find out
and realise that he actually like the princess.
Then since Hellboy also having problems with Liz.
They will both listen to the love song cd , particularly
"Cant Smile Without You" song, and soon after
start singing that song!! Haha! It was just so hilarious!!
Loved this scene! Abe was so cutee!
Oh oh and in the end they will both get drunk!!

Haha...not bad lah...worth watching. Funny unexpectedly. Sld watch it!! Haha.

Okie till next time....byeee! =))

A thought....just a thought....

2008-07-12T01:57:00.000-07:00

HELLO.

Always. Never. Why.

Just For Fun!

Ok actually Silei saw this picture in a public
toilet and took this picture...Then i took it
from her cause it IS cute...
Then one fine day....i came acroos this some sort
of similar picture in the net....
And its not dirty...ITS SO ADORABLE!

NOTE: maybe it would have been better
without the words....but...the picture is STILL cute!

That' all!

2008-07-07T06:10:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.

I came across this website ah. It's like a comic with super simple stick men pictures. It was mostly based on romance and maths if i remember properly. And i also don't remember the add of the website now also. Haha. It was kinda funny for the ones i understood ah. Yup there were a few which i just totally didn't get. Haha.
So here are a few....that i liked.

Babies.

Dreams.

Snapple.

Words CAN Hurt.

Haha. Ah well. Anw today was my first lesson of my second subject. It was ok. But i felt sleepy like mad. Good thing i bought sweet on my way. Oh and i met Silei after lesson went to eat ramen! Finally. But sadly most of the ramen there were pork! =( I sort of expected it but i also expected them to have more variety in other meat as well. So yea. But it wasn't bad ah. Then we went to eat New York Cheesecake for Secret Recipe! Finally Silei could try that! Haha. And of course she liked it. Then we just walked around aimlessly...Wanted to watch movie but it was so super crowded....It was youth day today... Totally forgot about it till this mrn. So yea...then we sat at Starbucks eating out Carmel corm(green tea flavoured) and talking pictures...Haha...then went back home!! Yes! i have pictures. Haha.

The ramen. It was seafood if i am not wrong...haha!

New York Cheesecake! From Secret Recipe!

Cheesecake and Silei!

Me and Cheesecake! Haha.

Red and Green Carmel corn. Our buddies.

One.

Two.

With Carmel buddies now.

Again.

Dunoo what happened. But silei! AH!
HAHA!

More Silei HAHA!

One more!

Ok i am done. Haha. Till next time then. I am going to watch numb3rs already! Hahah!
ooooooo....
Byeeeeeeee....

And all this time.....

2008-07-05T06:32:00.000-07:00

WHY

Its not fair. Why do i have to be home like before 7.30 but my brother and almost everyone on this planet only have to be home by like wad 10 or 11 or even 12! I reached home like ard 8.10 yesterday, yes after being with Nisha and Nasarath. And my mum was so pist. And when i called her like around 7.45 to tell her i was on my way back home she was like, before I could even open my mouth to say anything, she just goes off! Like some anger contained bullet train! And this is the best, get this, she blamed me, me ah for not having my number. And this really set me off. I was being nice trying to talk to her properly when she didn't even consider the fact that i was outside. Then yea didn't talk with respect...she got furious and put down the phone on me. I mean she must at least listen to me right? Not fair. Unfair. Sigh. At least i am glad she talked to me properly today and i guess forgot abt yesterday... Cause sometimes we would have gone by days without talking.

Anw the point i want to make is why can't i stay out like till at least 9? I know the reason though, i have Indian parents and i am a girl. BUT! 730 like tt is just too early! I mean most of time we meet is like after school cause everyone is busy then can only go out at night... And and, i am 19 already!! Not a kid anymore! I know what i am doing!

NOTE: I might be stupid but i still have brains!!

NOT FAIR!!WHY!!

And its not as if i enjoy i lying to them...ARGHHH!

Maybe i should talk with them and extending the time to like 830 9 at least....
It should be ok right....
I feel a looooong struggle though.
I would be soo happy! IF i succeed.

AHHhhhHhHHhHhHhHhhHhHhHhHhHHhhhhHhHhhhHHHHhHhHhh.

2008-07-04T05:29:00.000-07:00

BACK!

All right. Finally done with two birthday presents. One long due one and the other not so bad...just in time. Haha. Today met with Nisha and Nasarath! Met Nasarath after a really long time, and she looked the same. Haha. Ok before i go on....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
NISHA AND NASARATH!

Then we watched Hancock! It was nice and not nice. Haha. I didn't like the second part of the movie. It didn't fit with the first part of the movie. I was kinda of like...huh....how come like that. Cause i thought the first part was super nice. Funny and cute. Haha. The plot also not bad. Then came the second part....so disappointed. Sigh. And in the movie Will Smith and Charlize Theron are suppose to be like soul mates kinda thing but it just didn't work. They were not compatible, didn't suit each other. It was very weird. Ah well... At least i got to watch the movie with Nisha and Nasarath! Haha.

ok here are some pictures as usual!

Will Smith in the Hancock superhero suit!

Pretty as ever!

Ok these are some stills from the movie which i thought
were funny, as in the scenes in the movie not the pictures...

He was trying to be nice and polite and was asking the
lady for permission to touch her! So cute and funny!

The boy will actually make Hancock angry by repeatedly
calling him asshole ( by the way he hates the word most).
And then gets tossed into the sky like a ball! Haha.

Haha, this is the part where Hancock will try testing on
Mary (Charlize Theron) if she really like him (like if shes strong)
by hitting her with various things and poking her. It was really
amusing. And it was after this scene that the movie started to get a
bit...not nice... Haha.

2008-07-02T05:37:00.000-07:00

Helloooo!

Ah! Well today was my first day. And it was hmmm....weird. Abt more than half of them seemed to be much older than me. And to be truthful it was so not wad i had in mind. It was a bit, aiya i dunoo ah. Just hope it gets better. Haha.

I learnt about organisations. Very very zzZzZZZzzzz. And the teacher was ok ah. Liked the fact that he explained using real examples and his experience.

Anw went out with Silei on sunday. She wanted to get some stuff before she goes for her next camp, which is by the way the third one. She already went for two camps which were NUS Hall and FASS camp. Then now shes probably doing some kind of weird sport that she never tried before, yup now shes in sports camp. How fun eh. BIG SIGH! Haha. Really miss going for camps... Its been a hell of a long time since i went for one. Yupp, then we went to eat in ajitei. It was kind of disappointing. Didn't have the food that she usually ordered. And i yet to eat ramen. Didn't eat cause was too full that day so we just ordered sides. So there will be another outing for ramen and maybe undon! HAHA!

Then went to lib yesterday with Thenu. Oh! and Thenu found a supernatural book! Yessss! With Deans and Sams face in the front!! HAHAHAHA! So wahhh! =)) (And of course i borrowed it!) Thinking abt them just makes me smile..... Cant wait for the fourth season to come out!! Espically with the way the ended the third season! Wanted to dieeee!
Then since still had time before her tution we watched a movie! WANTED!
I thought it was actually not bad. It actually reminded me of Mission Impossible I cause of the betrayal part (spoiler!). But i totally liked the action sequences! Some of it was OF COURSE TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE. Another spoiler! (Like at the end of show where one of Angelina Jolie's bullet went in a circle killing about i think 6 six then herself.) But there were others like the car scene in the beginning (Angelina Jolie was wow!!) and the last part where James McAvoy just shot through! It was super nice. I like kind of action movies with this kind of gun action and car chasing...super nice ah! OH OH and James McAvoy was the MOST adorable thing in the movie!!! He was just so super duper cute! And this blue eyes!! I wanted to dieee! And some more they show so many close up of his eyes! AHHHH! He was so funny and cute. And i like him like this, when hes clean and has no beard, so much more ahhh! Haha! And hes 29! He has such a baby face! And there were not much wrinkles that i could see. Haha. Ohh well.... Another old but good and good-looking actor.

Here's some pics!

Her tattoos were WOW in the movie.
She was like covered in them.
Liked it!

A shot from the movie. Haha , thinking about him in
the movie makes me smile. He was so adorable and
funny in the movie.

Just another random shot of the good-looking guy!

2008-06-26T08:30:00.001-07:00

Ke ai!!

Just found this pic! Its super duper cute!!
So...just wanted to post tt!

Baby L!

2008-06-23T04:39:00.000-07:00

Alright...

Again...its been super long since i updated...but i am here to do it again! haha!

Ok...first of all, i am gg to do ACCA, which is of course accounting. I guess i am ok with it. haha. And i am starting school super early. I start on 2nd july...see i told you it was early. Haha. Oh well, got to study hard already...cannot make a fool of everything already.

Oh and guess wad...i bought a new laptop!! Yesss!! Haha. It's Vaio....the red one. But i didnt like the red case for the laptop...so i changed to the champagne one. Actually the champagne laptop was also nice...but i had set my eyes on the red one...so yea...got the red one. Haha. Yup i am using it now. Its' nice to use as well...easy to catch...looks nice...haha. Like it ah. Oh yea! And the sound is great! Haha. ( My com at home has no sound...did something to it...) It nice.
Thanks dad! = ))

Ooook. Oh and today went for a movie... The Happening...wanted to die. It was a dumb show...didnt explain a single shit also. It was just another virus crap movie. Anw went to vivo to watch. Had been a long time since i last went to vivo also...haha...nths changes much though...haha. Ok, heres a few pics. And when i mean few...really few. Haha.

me Thilaka Thenu

Thilaka and me!

KuNG Fu Panda! + Tiger + Mouse!

Thilaka Thenu and Big Bird and Elmo!

ICE-CREAM WITH BROWNIE!! hehe.

That's all. I told u only a few. Haha. I never lie. =) Maybe i do...SOMETIMES ONLY!

Oh yea! Found this on another blog! Thought was super cute and fun! TRY IT IF U DARE!

Put The Big Red Button on your site

BYE!

Tmr meeting nisha! FINALLY!

2008-05-18T02:21:00.000-07:00

once again.

haha, yea i know its been super long since i last updated. As usual yea. Just been, hmm, off a bit lately. Just annoyed a bit. No big deal though. haha. And also like nothing much to talk about i guess.

Anw i recently got addicted to Japanese dramas.
It all started with 1 liter of tears. Silei has been like asking me to watch this for super long cause its super sad and nice. So finally one day i watched. And i was like wow. It was really very sweet and touching. I even teared at some moments. And note, i tried super hard to hold back my tears. But i was just too....ahhh. haha. Dunoo how to put in words ah. It was nice. Then after i finished that i didn't really know any other jap dramas so...that it it. But then soon after, as i have complained before, the sound was gone on my com. So i usually used to watch tv shows online then it became impossible.( Cause no sound, then i wont understand) So i suddenly had like nothing to watch. Became damn bored. Then i tot why not watch chinese shows. I used to watch Singapore Chinese dramas. So i went on a search. Then i landed myself upon super duper nice and funny jap shows. I mean i used to watch animes or i should anime (prince of tennis, still love it.) so it was ok. And i started to watch more. Even after my dad got me a laptop(which has sound) from his office. Oh yea, he borrowed for me a laptop cause my dumb ass com at home was just freaking slow. Seriously it took me like super long to check through my mail. And by the time i could transfer songs and stuff, it was just too slow. Thus i got an laptop. (Thank you dad. Of course.) Anw back to jap shows. haha. Ok, so now i like this jap actor. At first i tot he was just plain weird and tot there were other better looking actors. Then i saw another show of his and i was like wow, he actually super cute and not bad looking. And now i totally like him. Haha.

Here's a picture of him.

Another.

Note: (sorry the pic are small!)

His name is Yamashita Tomohisa. Hes also called Yamapi. I tot in the starting he didn't look very good. But i guess now he looks much better. I think hes super cute. Haha. And he starting acting young as well. Actually alot of jap actors started young. And also most of them are also singers and have a pop group. Like Yamapi he has a pop group and he also has a few singles.

Ah well, thats all for now. BYE! =))

2008-03-21T06:11:00.000-07:00

Annoyed.

Yea, i am totally annoyed man! What is up with Singaporeans! So bloody inconsiderate! And have NO brains! They should all just go and die! I mean u ask your children to be nice and thoughtful but what about YOU! Shouldn't u do the same as well. ARGH! Caring and considerate society my ass ah! And please use ur damn brains!

The reason for my anger:
Today went temple right, yes i go temple. Then ard 2.15 pm we left ah. And since the car was parked like kinda far from the temple entrance my dad went to get it as my grandparents could not really walk tt far, u know. Then he never never come back for like 10 mins. So i walked over so see wad happened ah. When i went there i wanted to die. The cars were parked in such a manner tt my dad could not take out the car!

It was like this! And my dads car is like on the third row(the right one) behind the two cars.

So yea. We were stuck. Of course my dad was freaking pist. I mean who wont be right. Finally we realized the cars belonged to the ppl from the church nearby. (My dad went inside to ask ah) But they said they cant disturbe them as prayers are gg on and asked us to wait a while. Ok we waited for like about an half hour to 45 mins already but still they have come out. And i mean my grandmother, aunt and mum were like sitting outside this building waiting. How long can we wait. So my dad finally decided to call traffic police. (This was after he went into the church the second time and someone told him to call police as well cause they ALWAYS do this) But the ass traffic police so so DAMN bloody long to come. He came around the time as they ended church. So he came for nothing! And some more he act as if he was doing alot of things to help. Bullshit!
Guess wad time it was when we finally got into the car, 4.45pm. You tell me who wont be angry. I wanted to die. All this also nvm. But the ppl whose cars were parked all around us didn't even say sorry! Freaking rude please! Only one guy came to apologize and his car wasn't even parked there man! Stupid inconsiderate asshole Singaporeans and dumb ass traffic police, not even efficient, only want to talk so much! GO AND DIE!

I dunoo if anyone will understand what i just said, but i know u somehow u will get the gist of it yea. Haha.

Anw, just want to say when next time u get a car, PLEASE park properly. You do not need any curses from anyone. ( Yea, we cursed all of them like shit today. Totally angry. Haha.) So use your smart brains and your heart (i know u got one) and park properly.

I felt that i just rambled like mad woman just now. Gosh!

2008-03-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

First Time.

Haha, at my grandmother's place now. Not at home. Blogging from a different place for the first time...well....its normal i guess...haha

Ok, anw now i am again addicted to Prince Of Tennis. Its anime. Its about, of course duh, tennis. Haha. But its super fun to watch! Even if i am watching it all over again, i can still feel the excitement (during the matches) and i still laugh, sometimes even out loud ( i usually watch at night alone, so its fine =)) ) when the characters do something or say something retarded . Haha. Love it. And the characters are really cute. Super funny and some are cute as well( in the good looking way). Haha. I think ppl who watch anime will understand who the "cartoon" is actually good looking and cute! Haha!

Oh, today i went for an interview and also got the job. But guess wad, i rejected it. Haha. The ppl there cheat me. In the net they said it was a part time admin job but when i got there they said i had call ppl and ask them to buy their products. I was like wth, seriously. I went no thank you. Seriously, it just so annoying when ppl call ur house and ask u to buy stuff. (Yes, personal experience) Haha. So of course i wont do it to other ppl. Haha.

Anw gtg! My cuz hungry! First time! So how can i deny him food! Haha!
Yess, i can cook. Somewhat, to a certain extent.

2008-03-08T00:21:00.000-08:00

Life does not stop.

After so much build up, when i got my results...i felt nothing. Seriously nothing. Just went blank. I thought i was gg nowhere. Yup, didn't do well. And i mean it. I didn't. I was broken down. I mean who wouldn't be. I dunoo i guess i just felt, dumb and stupid. Kept thinking what i did wrong. I couldn't come up with an answer. Its difficult, very. I was so confused and had options which i really didn't wan to choose.

But life doesn't stop just because of this. I dont want it to stop. I want to do what i always wanted to do. I am gg to try. What is the worse that can happen? I can still try. I wouldn't die trying. I have to. And i will and am gg to. =))
I am sort of back. But will be soon totally.
I just dont know how to tell ppl that its ok that i did so bad cause there is still hope...

Thank you. U have made my day unknowingly. Glad i decided what i did. Guess i just needed someone to tell me what you told me. Really thank you. mucks. =))

2008-03-06T04:29:00.000-08:00

ARGH

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(P.S. That is not in any other language. =)) )

Its finally here. Tmr i will know my future, sort of at least. Everything depends on a this piece of paper with a few letters. Everything. I dunoo if i felt this way the day before i got my O level results (its horrible by the way). I...wad if...i...FAIL! Wad if i....need to...REDO?! I really dont wan to answers all this questions. OK.

2008-03-05T02:52:00.000-08:00

freaked....2 more days.

I am shit scared, i dunoo what the hell on earth am i gg to do if i fail. I really cannot fail. I must not. Damn. I tot it would be ok but i am freaking out. I keep running through Friday in my head just before we get our results. I cant make myself think about the part when i am gg to get my results! Aiya, i mean....its just so darn difficult not to think about it. It will just be so terrible if after all the hard work, even though it was last minute its still hard work, to fail or just not do well enough.
I cant exactly put what i am feeling exactly into words. HORRIBLE FEELING.

everyone has a wish. what is mine? i dunoo. but i miss you. =)

2008-03-03T03:29:00.000-08:00

FINALLY ITS HERE....dooms day! BOOM!

dum dum ta dum....

Haha ok i totally suck at that! (You know some entering music blah blah) Ok, fine. I am so screwed. I dunoo if i feel scared, i mean i am but something makes me feel....hmmm...eases me? Something like that ah. I am really shit scared. Feel like the whole world is cmg to the end. Haha ok fine not really, life will go on i guess. Hopefully i will continue to search for a job and have better chances at it. Yea i am jobless at the moment. Ok not moment since exams. Haha. Don't blame me if ppl don't want to hire me. And yea that is just a typical lazy bums answers. But you know really, ok stop. ARGH!

DAMN!

I am ok. =)

Anw met with nasarath yesterday after like aeons. We talked and walked as usual. Shes really busy. Having a great time at ploy. Good for her. It was good to finally meet her i guess. Haha.

ok i am gg to post random pictures, of roses.And i am emo-ing or feeling or wad ever i am just amazed at the colours they come at. Black,blue,brown,purple, orange and green, colours you usually dont see. Only the green one is fake is guess, but the rest are real. Pretty.

Blue.

Black.

Green.

Orange.

Brown.

Purple.

Ok, i cant change the dumb font and size blah. Damn blogspot sometimes seriously. So yea. Bye!

2008-02-21T02:58:00.000-08:00

WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY!

When the hell are they seriously gg to tell us when the DUMB ass results are cmg out! Its soo annoying when ppl keep asking when u getting ur results back. I mean HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSE TO KNOW!?? Think wad, the person specially came from Cambridge and told me personally when i am getting it back???? Please! Get this. When i know so will you. So quit asking! Everyone! You (ppl who are not waiting for their A level results) have no idea what goes through our (ppl who are waiting for A level results) minds every time a person asks abt results or most of us. Damn. ARGH!

BYE!

2008-02-08T21:25:00.000-08:00

Long gone.

Ha, its 9th Feb. Its been a weird holiday. Usually we go out of Singapore some place nice but this year we were stuck at home. Thought it was gg to be a boring longg few days but thankfully my dad brought home his laptop. Haha. Good thing yea.Then again i didn't do much with it as i had Bones.

I love that show! Interesting all that bones and how one can tell wad is the gender, approximate age range, what they must have done before and of course the most impt how they died (the most probable cause) just by simply looking at it for like about few mins. And the person who does this is called the forensic anthropologists. Cool eh? Haha. it can get pretty gross but its really interesting. And guess wad Singapore does not even have a course in it! Pretty much a career eh! Haha.

And i am officially pist with the guy who sold me Bones. That ass told me it has the WHOLE season in one disc. I asked him. But then i realise it only has 18 episodes in season one when it is actually suppose to have 22! Annoying! He better change with me. Cheat my money, ok not mine my dad's.

Found this picture online. Thought it was nice. Pretty.

2008-02-04T03:23:00.000-08:00

Finally. =))

Ok, i am back.
Haha, yup i am here to post pictures. Yup of the good looking guys. =))

This is Brendan Fehr. He acted in Roswell(old show came out in 1999). The show is about aliens and humans interacting. Oh, he also has a very minor role in CSI: Miami.

Another shot of him. A nice one. =))

Ok, this is Jonathan Togo. And i am sure everyone knows where u can see him,CSI: Miami.

Another. =))

This is James Lafferty. He appears in the so confused and draggy melodrama, One Tree Hill. Hey but i thought season one was good. =))

One more.( his name is Nathan Scott in the show.)

And this is of course the one and only damn good looking inmate, Wentworth Miller.Haha, yup the Prison Break guy.

Damn, i had another nice shot but couldn't upload! Anw, this is nicee too!(even though its tiny)

=)) Yup! This is the super cute Matthew Gray Gubler from Criminal Minds, one of my all time fave shows! Always will be too! Love this show!

Yup, hes just simply cute! =))

The one and only young and of course very good looking detective in the CSI series. Haha, yup he's Eddie Cahill from CSI: NY.And i prefer CSI: NY. Its' more into the characters. I like...=))

He is good looking! And his blue eyes are OMG!

This is Chace Crawford. From Gossip Girls. Yea, hes good looking.Damn. =))

And this is Penn Badgley. Yup hes from Gossip Grils as well. Good looking guy. =)) And i loveee him in the show!

Ok, this is Ed Westwick and yup he acts in Gossip Girls as well. Another good looking guy from that show. =))

Here's more pictures of these good looking guys, yupp all three of them. =)))

One more to make up for the small one. Wanted to actually delete the small one but they look good! As always! =))

Here's another. D A M N. =) A big and nice one. =))

(Nisha, i know u love me for this. =))

Ok, and this is Jared Padalecki. Haha, yup he acts in Supernatural. I have not really seen him in other shows or movies but i think he suits Sam Winchester the most! =))

=)) I have most of his pictures in my Handsome folder!
Haha! He is really damn good looking!!=)) And of course he is the Jensen Ross Ackles who acts in Supernatural as Dean Winchester. Haha!!

One more good looking shot. =)) ( Nisha, stop drooling! Haha)

Haha, i know there is only one picture of Jared Padalecki and the reason for that i am gg to post more pictures of the both of them! Yup, the Winchester brothers! I love what they have in the show, the brother chemistry. If anyone told me they were real brother i would believe them, provided i didn't know anything before. =))

Haha, ok. Notice one thing? All of them, ok most of them are old! at least late twenties and early thirties! Anw my point, older guys are more good looking! Haha. Look at all of them above. Ok, maybe there are some exceptions. Haha, anw just enjoy these good looking ppl and do watch their shows! Haha! Whooo! =))
(If u can see me right now u will think i am a retard. Reason: i am smiling to myself like a mad person. =)) haha)

2008-02-03T02:56:00.000-08:00

NO WORDS...

Yesterday was shoes's birthday so the blog space was reserved for her. Haha. But today i am so gg to get it OUT. Ok here goes....

I AM SO DAMN FURIOUS WITH MY STUPID ITCHY DUMB FINGERS! DAMN!

I am really completely useless. I know that i know that (that i am completely useless) but it is just so annoying that i do something every time to remind myself of that. Damn. And is more irritating is that i have done is before! And before also i didn't know what i did wrong. Haha, ok i know i sound a bit confusing but i am sure if u are smart enough u will get it. ( and i know u are smart enough. =))

Ok, anyway so my problem, my very "fast" dumb ass computer has no sound now, which is great! I mean other than the fact that i spend almost the whole day at home watching shows on the computer and thus no sound(indicating i cannot watch any shows) i will just have to rot at home. (note: i dont have a job.) Ok i seriously dunoo if i am making any sense but i dont feel any better. Damn.

Girls suck at this kinda of things, computer stuff. Ok maybe i sld say most girls or some or maybe just me. Haha. But seriously though i really dont get what my brother does every time i screw up the com to fix it, wait i take that back. It is not always my fault. The dumb com is slow and old. Anyway back to my point which is that my brother always manages somehow to fix the problem. Good. Haha.

What is worst than the fact that i cannot watch tv shows online is that, i cant listen to songs! Guess wad i am doing now tomake up for that? I am using my mp3. Yea, i attached it to speakers. Oh well, it works! Haha!

Enough of that, let's move on to happy things! Yesterday! Shoe's birthday!I only got one word to describe how we (me and silei) feeling when we were rushing yesterday. MAD. Haha. It was as if we were in some kind of race, hmmm something like, "Can you finish the present in time?". Haha. Lame, i know but it was really really like that. For more details though refer to silei's blog.

It was nice to give shoe that present(its a book filled pictures of her during her life in pjc) yesterday. Know its worth it when u see her so happy. I am officially very happy that she is delighted with the present. So yupp. Hahaha.

NOTE:Random ( just a thought which passed when i was blogging)
I so have the urge to post pictures of all the good looking guys that i came across in the tv shows that i watched. But i will do it tmr! Or maybe later, provided i cant wait. =))

Anyway, went to JB today with my parents. And of course i bought cds! I bought Bones season 1&2 and CSI(Las Vegas) season 1-6. Guess how much i spent, 160, in Malaysian ringgit. So its about 80 bucks. Yea, i know WOW! I dunoo, it seems as if spending money, in Malaysian ringgit is like so cheap. Haha. I have got to stop. Next time i go buy cds (of course i will! =)) i use my own money! Its gg to be difficult but i know i can do it! Hahaha!

2008-02-02T03:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY
XIU-LI!!
=))

2008-02-01T04:36:00.000-08:00

SERIOUSLY\\

Today went to watch Sweeney Todd, the demon barber in fleet street.It was draggy, weird, boring(some parts), disgusting, gruesome, gross, gross, gross, oh and did i mention GROSS! The blood was just fake! Let me just say that the blood which came out of the ppl when Todd, Johnny Depp, cut their throats was just so freaking fake. Blood does not, i repeat NOT, flow out or maybe i sld say gush out like that! It was just plain ewwww. Haha. Well, of course there was no fault in the Johnny Depp's acting. Say i am biased but he is goooood! The man with many faces! Love him! The rest of them were good as well. Yup we have Alan Rickman, Helena Bonham Carter and Timothy Spall. And yup all of them have acted in Harry potter. Nice eh? Haha.

Anws, now i am so broke! Need to get a job. Not only for the money but i seriously cant stand my parents nagging day and night, asking wad the hell am i doing at home all day. And they are asking me to do housework! I know i have to help blah blah...but sometimes its just TOO much. =) And it is not easy to get a job, mind you. i have sent my resume to about 4 ppl , i think. And none replied! Haha, guess i am useless. Oh, and i refuse to do jobs that are not to my liking. =) Haha.

Well, i am seriously addicted to watching things in the net. I love watching series. Let me name a few, CSI, CSI:NY, Criminal Minds, Supernatural, Roswell, Gossip Girls, One Tree Hill and Ugly Betty. LOVE these shows! Haha. And of course all the good looking ppl who come from here. One fine day i sld put up pics of these guys! Haha. I will! Maybe tmr! Excited!

Think i am cmg down with something, dumb flu.
Tmr's a special day. =) smile shoe!

2008-01-24T08:15:00.000-08:00

Can You Believe It?

seriously, after like months when i finally decide to blog i forgot my password. and i had go through a tedious process of setting a new one...damn these things. Anw here i am after months. Yea, yea...not loyal. i also tried very hard but was just simply too addicted to TV shows and movies .Yup, i found a site or maybe i sld say sites where i can watch TV series and movies which haven even been released in sg. haha. been really addicted.

anw, don't have a job yet. nth unusual, i haven really tried very hard either. haha.

i watched coverfield with nisha today. it would have been a pretty damn normal movie if it wasn't shot the way it was. the film was shot in the view of a guy, the way he sees things. it was kinda distracting at some point cause the camera wasn't straight. but it was kinda frightening form this point of view.

ohh and i watched juno online yesterday and i seriously tot it was good. it was pretty funny and nice. but the comments it had were just nasty and i have no idea why. the film was actually good. it was actually real. ok the film was a abt this 16 yea old getting pregnant. she then decides to give the baby up for adoption cause she felt bad abt abortion. and the girl juno, ellen page,she acted well. nice.

RANDOM!
i am so freaked out abt one thing.
O level results came out today.and all i can think abt whne is As....heard it would proberly come out after cny....why cant they say a proper date? damn....or maybe its better like tt eh?
ARGH!

2007-11-21T00:38:00.000-08:00

Like Never Before....

haha...yea...i SLACKED like never before...as in after i really started studying...i promised myself not to go out anywhere today cause its suppose to be my slack DAY! feel soooo....not really much of a difference....i mean a have done this a million times before...so yea...but it doesn't feel like As is over. yupp, O V E R. ohh well....another slacking for approx 1.5 more weeks before i fly! no i am not gg hols....i am gg India...haha...yea where i was born...NOT excited pls. don't wan to go in fact. hopefully the dumb 16 days will FLYY BYY....my grandmum wans me to go cause its been like wad? 4 years since i went....and i dont hate it cause i JUST hate it like some ppl...India is just sooo corrupted and dirty! and fullstop to that cause i am right! =)

ok forget abt that...soon i will be back and doing all the things i wan to! learn Chinese, learn how to play the drums and guitar and....work! yupp! and ohh get ALL the things i have been wanting to get! =))

ok the actual reason i am here is to get my revenge! hehehehehe! yupp. feast your eyes on "cute" silei (so she claims) pics and shoe's....hmmm....interesting pics...ohh ohhh i got vids too!!

here we goooo.......

Everyone behold! the royal cute your highness Queen Yue Silei! *royal music plays*

The Queen Laughs

The Queen...hmmm...GONE CRAZY!

how The Queen really looks like.

The Queen sleeps. Awwwwwww!

The Queen acts cute. The Queen's fave past time other then staring
at *fly fly* ( you know wad i am talking abt. smile)

The Queen eats. *BRUP* (during The Queen's birthday)

The Queen's birthday surprise!

And now for The Cutie Angel Xiu-Li!

The Cutie Angel playing hide and seek!awwww!so cute! or is she just sleeping?take a closer look

Cutie Angel is so friendly that she TALKS and plays with bubble snowman made by me! =)

Cutie Angel has such a CUTE....wadever you want to call it.

Awwww! Cutie Angel is sleepy! zzzzzzZzZZzzzz......

OK! Don't be afraid! It's just Cutie Angel playing her fave game! HIDE AND SEEK! =)

Cutie Angel gets angry! Awwww!

haha! hope you guys enjoyed that! i will be back with more pics and tales!
tmr.

hahahahaha!

and i am suffering from withdrawal symptoms of not seeing cartoon network! =(( i so sad!
*miss miss*

2007-11-13T03:26:00.000-08:00

invisible = unimportant. pist+ sad.

Sucedió de nuevo hoy. I siento tan a la izquierda. No soy parte de ellos. Y yo no wan a la buena whinny o celos ni nada pero soy sólo triste. Soy atf y debido a que i no encajan pulgadas ella es mejor que yo. Y si usted es la niña de al lado lo que estoy .... i? A la chica en el vertedero ..... .... ah esperar la mierda en el vertedero. I odio. Sentía tan pist hoy. Sucede eveytime .... por qué actuar como si todos los cuidados y soy cuando lo realmente importante no importa en absoluto. Soy invisibles. En serio soy un solitario. Realmente me quieren salir de esta mierda. I wan a sentirse querido y deseado horas i pedir demasiado? I supongo cómo estoy para hacer lo que soy enviado aquí por si i cant sentir amor. Ninguno. En absoluto. De nadie. Realmente. Soy un fta cerdo perdedor. Realmente me siento como ------------

E la vignetta sarà mai come me. Aspettare come ????? Egli penserà ne sono alcuni ritardato pezzo di merda che è strano e sporco e atf (i veramente odio questa parola) e la brutta e spaventosa ........ bene .... i cercano di fare bene ad uscire Questa merda buco. ..... Forse i sperato di essere rimosso da questa merda foro permanente.

not feeling better.

2007-11-11T05:29:00.000-08:00

i have no idea why the hell i am so relaxed......

ok...today is silei's birthday. so....silei.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha...hope you had a great day today and liked the choco and the CARD! and the pic inside!!! =))) haha...yea. (i know you are smiling to your self. CBA(know wad is this?) hahahahahahahha! i know u do....) ok fine....

anw...today didnt study...i was just tooo excited! cannot study. tmr i have to concentrate LIKE MAD. i am really freaked out. others study muchhh more then i do, so dont they deserve the marks more then me? but then wad abt me?.....here we go again....

anw...i am sooooo annoyed angry and DAMN PIST at myself for not being able to study. i am SO ANGRY! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH! not fair....i really want to study but i cannot! WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?

i dont understand....i really feel like crying. i am suchhh an ass. i am. i am.

¡siento hoy, pero realmente lo pienso wasnt mi falta! ¡cómo lo puede ser! ¡y usted me preguntó a anw! sé que usted ha estado haciendo alot para mí ...., pero a veces su sólo no feria que usted expresa todo esto EN MÍ. ¡hola! ¡¡tomo exámenes tmr!!
(this is so cool! haha!)

done.

2007-10-31T07:13:00.000-07:00

As(s). GP is a bitch. -___-

phy sucked, GP SUCKED EVEN MORE.

i suck.

can't belive its the As.

had a shitifed day(s)? just like me?

go watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fVDGu82FeQ

hopefully this will make you smile. or maybe even laugh.

and plsss don't be lazy, its really worth it.

dont let me catch you watching it again yea.

=))

2007-10-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

QUICK ONE.

ok its tues today. i really feel like dying. i dunoo what the hell i am gg to do. but i guess wadever it is i am gg to do my best, as whatever happens, does for a reason. =)) i guess i do have a purpose. but i really wonder what it is. =))

i have a question what is love? erm, i am totally not talking about girl like boy...blah blah...all that shit...i am talking about it in general. like you know, we say we love our family and friends....blah...blah....what is that love?
wadever it is....all i know is that it is important. it is important for people to know that you love them. knowing that there is someone, even if it is one person, out there who cares about you and loves you, helps and....it just acts as an catalyst. you know....haha...yea... =)) just a random thought ah....

i have a purpose....you have a purpose....so does that person i see far far away..... =))

2007-10-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

BOOM!
cannot feel!!!/ Something .....

yea, as the days pass by....I FEEL LIKE DYING! ARGH!!!
damn!damn scard ah! i dunoo wad i am doing. still got time to come online, chit chat, blah blah and bloggg....omg man!

the time bomb (time check: wad 9 days???) in me....NOT WORKING! or maybe it just shut of, cause i am so petrified till i so relaxed now.damn.

study!study!study!

ohh i bought a new zen stone plus. black. yea had time for shopping as well. =((

suddenly.....
suddenly i feel there is so many things i don't know.
suddenly i feel my brother is so much more knowledgeable. impressed.
suddenly i feel there is so much more to learn.
suddenly i want to know more. but not about studies. zzzzz
suddenly i want to see things in a different view.
suddenly i want to change.
suddenly i feel stupid and damn dumb. ok fine, have been feeling that for a long time.

so many things out there. and all this while...its been always about me?
guess human nature got me as well. but i want to be different. i am going to be different. its going to be difficult. but i am going to try my best, do whatever i can.

but for now....As is still more important. hopefully As will be an stepping stone to what i want to do. actually i don't specifically know what i want...but i know what i want to do.

OoOoOOoOOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo

GONE!

2007-10-14T07:51:00.000-07:00

BOO!

haha.nah i am not happy. i am actually...DAMN SCARED! sighhh...only 15 more dayssss. damn! shit! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...

ok that aside. today didn't study much. ok how about nothing at all! yea, still like that. okok i am gg back there. lets forget about As. for now that is i mean...OK. done. DONE!

done.haha. well i wan to talk abt Tues. abt wad happened on Tues. i lied. and to cover the truth i lied again and again. it was just so screwed. damn messy. i always lie to my parents. its like so normal. but on Tues, it was really bad. i went all out. ok example. i lied to them that i lost my phone when it was with me, right there in my bag. ohh and at first i said it was in my locker,then realised it was too stupid so said in bag. =))

well of course i got out of it.( i am a pro at this =) ), kinda clean as well. haha...but i really dont want to do it again. don't wan to freak them out. and i don't want to go through the whole terrible process. i am done with it! haha.

ohh and the reason why i lied in the first, always the same, standard, i know they wont let me. really. trust me, 100%, chop chop. always been like that. i guess one day i just got sick of it and thought forget it. truth doesn't work with them. and drift. even if going out for lunch was a huge battle with them! got so tired! and one day BOOM! a wall! a huge gap. not really happy happy about it but i guess i am glad to a certain extent. =))

ahh well all over now.

ok! random pics! yea again!

guess who! DUH not me! ITS WU XIAO YUAN! AHAHA!

next few pics. taken today. same place.
ohh and we actually tried to take a pic with the sing in the
toilet which said " CAUTION! Floor Wet!" . bu the toilet aunty
was like ard there...so couldn't! so sad!

my name. =) DUH rite!

love this pic. just look at her Eyes. sooo wow! =)) LOVE IT!

haha! cute rite!

WHOOPS! HAHA!

SO CUTE! THE BUTT! silei...CBA!hahahah!

forest on fire! AHHHH!

haha! retard! only the two white ones! ahaha!

ok more pics next time. blogger taking tooo much time to load pics already. no patience. haha!

DIEEEEE!

RTCTONOTWKORE ANDM ____ . LIWL ISMS IMH. EM ARTHES TOAONCR (_I_I_G_N_A_P)
haha! dg codes so fun!!!hahahah!heheheeheh! =))))

2007-10-13T06:40:00.000-07:00

ok.back.to post random picts! whoooo!~

national lib!

one more! actually there's a lot more. but this is wad happens
when silei thinks her hair looks nice that day.=)

yay! purple+gold!

a very cute kitty!!=))

a very pretty cat...oooooo

Spongebob Squarepants and Snoopy became best friends that day!

this is called...hmmmm. dunoo lah! i did this though!

i drew this! =)

that is nice.i know.=))

think silei hates this pic. but i like.haha! coz can see me! =)

(note its a joke)

nice eh?

my artwork. this is wad you get when i get board and there's left overs. =)

2007-10-13T05:06:00.000-07:00

Nothing At All

well, Friday was the last day of sch. didn't feel anything. nothing at all. weird but i know why. i wont really miss anyone really expect for the teachers,of course the teachers. =)) they never fail to help us. and i guess the best thing about PJC is the teachers! just so nice! ohh and the farewell assembly sucked big time.there was practically nothing.really.expect for 2 songs and speeches. boring hell. dunoo why but rem last year's farewell assembly to be more, entertaining. even though the little " speeches" the teachers gave us was sweet...just felt last year one was more emotional. and there were so much more performances and it seemed more effort was put into it. and i seriously don't rem formal speeches! it was just sooo...off! and they had balloons last year! this year we got nothing! so sad! well priya was more sad cause no balloons though! =))

few teachers i will never forget!=))
first, Miss tan! i am totally going to miss her lessons! and her coming to class and doing all that weird stuff! like covering her lips with her tongue( i know it sounds disgusting but you will understand if u see it!) and swinging and clapping her hands...just so cute!! haha! shes just a very nice person. and sometimes i wonder why guys don't like her, as in go after her. stupid guys always only look at wrong things! will miss her! =))
then, Mrs tay. never did i think i will say this at the end of the year. gg to miss her. her down to earthiness, practical thinking, always motivating and encouraging. she is a very special person. very nice. =))
then of course there is Miss wong (aka sunshine!!) my econs teacher, who never ever gets angry(really!) Miss seah my maths teacher, who shocked me by singing Chinese song on farewell assembly! Mrs leong my GP teacher.....don't think so i will miss her....haha! ohh and mr lee (aka ACJC hunk in his era...) haha!

hmmmm, just realised never take pics with them at all, never b4. haha, but it feels so weird. i mean if my class wants to of course i will be more then happy to BUT it will never will happen because my shit class only has three pathetic girls and that includes me as well. yea, three. (not me myself and I though! haha! ok fine lameee.) its Elycia the SMART one, Priya the PRETTY one and me the stupid and ugly one. =) haha. there were many cons with being the 3 girls, like DUH rite? but one good thing, i think we became close. and i learnt alot of things from being with them. they taught me alot of things knowingly AND unknowingly. and i will be thankful for that. Elycia: for always teaching me, answering all my stupid questions, i dunoo and alot more. =) and Priya: hmmmmmmmmmmmmm,haha being a good friend. =) THANX! you two made my life much EASIER and FUN for the past two years! (wow, 2 years passed. can't believe it!)

now for the cons! hmmmm,that's gg to take too much time but oh well, i will summarise cause i got to say this. the guys in my class suck. seriously. ok fine, not all but most. the problem: they were/are boys, not even guys. let me state an example. no matter how much you hate your class or wadever, at least on the last day of school you will have some kind of outing or "farewell party" or something. but mine none. the last day was like every other day. anw i didn't expect one either. and i don't want one. even if there is, trust me only the guys will be there and maybe priya. sigh. but i am glad its over, i guess. this is definitely one thing i will not miss. =)

haha, of course the two other ppl in my JC life who made PJC fun! Yue silei and Ng xiu li (whoops! nearly spelled your names wrongly!) HAHA! ohh well. lets keep this for the end of year. haha. we still have a long way to go.( wad? 15 more days?) glad to do it with you two! HAPPY! MUCKS!

haha. well there is one more thing i will miss. i dunoo why. but i will. i will miss cartoon network! it was fun while it lasted! but really dont want it to end!!!

all done.all over.hope i will do well for As. hope it just wont be a dream. =+

2007-10-07T04:51:00.000-07:00

back. and dying. want to survive. can./?

ok, seriously i am so gg to die...As is like in about 23 days and here i am blogging again,using the com,WATCHING TV and of course "relaxing". sighh...everyone is stressed. i guess, expect for those from RJ, HCI, VJC, NJC.....blah blah....smart people....ohh hardworking as well.

that aside, i suddenly thought about why people blog? i blog because its like a place where you say everything you feel, your opinions about things, you open up and let it all out...how you feel...good or bad...a blog...your blog is about you...only you. i mean if its not then why blog? why?

previously, after that i stopped writing all the "sad" stuff and only wrote abt the "happy" stuff. i mean yea it was nice...but it felt so fake and not totally me. then one fine day something really bad happened and i couldn't take it but i didn't want to blog abt it as well because i was afraid...then i found out the______. it helped, a lot. i said wad i wanted to and no one could understand....ohhh i just realised i did that previously! haha! but then i realised why must i be afraid of what others think...i write what i want to...because its MY blog. so if you have a problem with it....the exit to my blog is only a click away. i didn't beg you to come and read. and if you want to laugh abt it, go ahead. =) but of course there are still some things which i totally dont want to say just like that....so i dont...but i still do at the same time! ahha!ohh and codes are just needed sometimes....

anw, my point...its your blog....do wadver you want say wadver you want and heck the other shits who got some shit to say. =) simple.

its so easy when i say it to others...why dont/simply cant belive in what i say? its just so diffcult...and i really understand how it was possible for her. i really cant....feel soooo shitfied. why? damn.

2007-09-25T06:08:00.000-07:00

Bullshit.......

nonsens! zij kwamen werkelijk over de het verliestaltten van het shit… gewicht shit te weten!! crap!!! shitshitshit!!! goed zijn niet alsof het hielp! ik verloor geen één enkel kg!!!! het zuigt anw!!! i dunoopakje om te doen….ik heb geen ideaaaaa ........ vloek! ik veronderstel mijn vetten van me tooo veel HOUDEN! om me te verlaten! kcuf!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!

haha,don't get cheated by the !!!....i put them for a reason....hahah...ohh well...lets just say not in the mood...today...esp the night....but heyy! theres CSI and Criminal Minds....to help me get out this bullshit! =) yay!!!!!! cant wait! exactly 50 more mins!

ohh and sch starts tmr...i have to get my engine RUNNING! boom! yea....haha....i will...i tell ppl they can do it...so why cant i tell myself and really do it? well...its all in the mind...we have a beautiful and complicated mind you know...haha...i guess...that's just life! wow! its been like a million years since i said that! haha...i dunoo...

waiting for you to be overrrr....haha...cant wait....
and sorry...today....it just didn't feel right...don't ask me why....i don't have a ans either! but i am sorry! =)

2007-09-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

exactly 35 days more...

35 days more to doomsday.

ohh well...people keep asking what u want to do in uni...i never had an ans...used to give my parents answer...doctor...but its totally not easy...and with the grades i am getting...the gap is really BIG...and many say they want to Psychology...it's become so common...everyone wants to do it...

after watching so many TV series like CSI...Criminal Minds...a bit of Bones....and other random series related to these...made me think about forensic sciences...i felt...i want to be in that looking for evidence...or in that lab searching for the fingerprints...or interrogating the accused...so interesting!....and duh i know all of this is so bloody exaggerated...but i really want to...it will be something i will enjoy...and i am not just saying this it looks so cool and stuff...but its interesting...and another part which really intrigues me is the brains of those criminals....i was really impressed...so clever...sigh...if i only had about 0.00000001% of that! ah! haha....

anws...really want to do something related to it...so exciting!...haha...something to do with murders...but no cutting but of dead bodies that's for sure...and i really wonder where those who do that(i have no idea what they are called) get the passion from...i mean why?...but if not for them...plenty of murders would remain unsolved and those idiots(murders) would have gotten away with it and it would totally encourage them and others do more!....so thanx! =))

well...enough of that...i have recently been addicted to the song Your Guardian Angel by the
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...its sooooo.....love it!....and if a guy says that to a girl...wahhhh...boy would that girl be drowning in the sea of happiness...haha...

all done...never felt this way...haha...cute...but will never see again...for sure...

2007-09-22T21:19:00.000-07:00

new blog....new beginnings? haha,i know bull shit. ohh well. guess my old blog was just tooo DEAD. so yea...new blog....shall i tell....dont feel like it...haha....well this is just a place for me to say and let it out...haha

well i have about 38 days left...for As....i feel soooooooo arghhhhhhhhhhh....when i dont study...i feel guilty...like mad...but just dont do anything about it...even now....haha...i guess that is just me....and dont asl me why i am like that....coz i alos dunoo....but i hope i knew though!

sometimes i come across some ppls blog which are so....nice to read...the way they blog...they do talk abt their daily life...but not to the extend that i did to....they talk abt random stuff....things they saw...things which intrigued them....something like that....it makes them sound so mature and their blog nice to read....very intresting....and when they talk about wad happened in their life....they phrase it in such a way that its....nice to read....haha...my vocab not so good...so expect repeated normal words...haha...

and now i am gg to try...nah! ahaha...not today....when i find something intresting...haha...

well thats all for today i guess....i will be back with some pics...someday....ohhh and i dont update alot...hahah

cartoon network is cute....and is getting cuter each day....cant take my eyes off it....so cute....cute cute cute cute....hahaha...very cute....and soooo emo