Annoyed.

Yea, i am totally annoyed man! What is up with Singaporeans! So bloody inconsiderate! And have NO brains! They should all just go and die! I mean u ask your children to be nice and thoughtful but what about YOU! Shouldn't u do the same as well. ARGH! Caring and considerate society my ass ah! And please use ur damn brains!

The reason for my anger:
Today went temple right, yes i go temple. Then ard 2.15 pm we left ah. And since the car was parked like kinda far from the temple entrance my dad went to get it as my grandparents could not really walk tt far, u know. Then he never never come back for like 10 mins. So i walked over so see wad happened ah. When i went there i wanted to die. The cars were parked in such a manner tt my dad could not take out the car!

It was like this! And my dads car is like on the third row(the right one) behind the two cars.


So yea. We were stuck. Of course my dad was freaking pist. I mean who wont be right. Finally we realized the cars belonged to the ppl from the church nearby. (My dad went inside to ask ah) But they said they cant disturbe them as prayers are gg on and asked us to wait a while. Ok we waited for like about an half hour to 45 mins already but still they have come out. And i mean my grandmother, aunt and mum were like sitting outside this building waiting. How long can we wait. So my dad finally decided to call traffic police. (This was after he went into the church the second time and someone told him to call police as well cause they ALWAYS do this) But the ass traffic police so so DAMN bloody long to come. He came around the time as they ended church. So he came for nothing! And some more he act as if he was doing alot of things to help. Bullshit!
Guess wad time it was when we finally got into the car, 4.45pm. You tell me who wont be angry. I wanted to die. All this also nvm. But the ppl whose cars were parked all around us didn't even say sorry! Freaking rude please! Only one guy came to apologize and his car wasn't even parked there man! Stupid inconsiderate asshole Singaporeans and dumb ass traffic police, not even efficient, only want to talk so much! GO AND DIE!

I dunoo if anyone will understand what i just said, but i know u somehow u will get the gist of it yea. Haha.

Anw, just want to say when next time u get a car, PLEASE park properly. You do not need any curses from anyone. ( Yea, we cursed all of them like shit today. Totally angry. Haha.) So use your smart brains and your heart (i know u got one) and park properly.

I felt that i just rambled like mad woman just now. Gosh!

First Time.

Haha, at my grandmother's place now. Not at home. Blogging from a different place for the first time...well....its normal i guess...haha

Ok, anw now i am again addicted to Prince Of Tennis. Its anime. Its about, of course duh, tennis. Haha. But its super fun to watch! Even if i am watching it all over again, i can still feel the excitement (during the matches) and i still laugh, sometimes even out loud ( i usually watch at night alone, so its fine =)) ) when the characters do something or say something retarded . Haha. Love it. And the characters are really cute. Super funny and some are cute as well( in the good looking way). Haha. I think ppl who watch anime will understand who the "cartoon" is actually good looking and cute! Haha!

Oh, today i went for an interview and also got the job. But guess wad, i rejected it. Haha. The ppl there cheat me. In the net they said it was a part time admin job but when i got there they said i had call ppl and ask them to buy their products. I was like wth, seriously. I went no thank you. Seriously, it just so annoying when ppl call ur house and ask u to buy stuff. (Yes, personal experience) Haha. So of course i wont do it to other ppl. Haha.

Anw gtg! My cuz hungry! First time! So how can i deny him food! Haha!
Yess, i can cook. Somewhat, to a certain extent.

Life does not stop.


After so much build up, when i got my results...i felt nothing. Seriously nothing. Just went blank. I thought i was gg nowhere. Yup, didn't do well. And i mean it. I didn't. I was broken down. I mean who wouldn't be. I dunoo i guess i just felt, dumb and stupid. Kept thinking what i did wrong. I couldn't come up with an answer. Its difficult, very. I was so confused and had options which i really didn't wan to choose.

But life doesn't stop just because of this. I dont want it to stop. I want to do what i always wanted to do. I am gg to try. What is the worse that can happen? I can still try. I wouldn't die trying. I have to. And i will and am gg to. =))
I am sort of back. But will be soon totally.
I just dont know how to tell ppl that its ok that i did so bad cause there is still hope...

Thank you. U have made my day unknowingly. Glad i decided what i did. Guess i just needed someone to tell me what you told me. Really thank you. mucks. =))

ARGH

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(P.S. That is not in any other language. =)) )

Its finally here. Tmr i will know my future, sort of at least. Everything depends on a this piece of paper with a few letters. Everything. I dunoo if i felt this way the day before i got my O level results (its horrible by the way). I...wad if...i...FAIL! Wad if i....need to...REDO?! I really dont wan to answers all this questions. OK.

freaked....2 more days.


I am shit scared, i dunoo what the hell on earth am i gg to do if i fail. I really cannot fail. I must not. Damn. I tot it would be ok but i am freaking out. I keep running through Friday in my head just before we get our results. I cant make myself think about the part when i am gg to get my results! Aiya, i mean....its just so darn difficult not to think about it. It will just be so terrible if after all the hard work, even though it was last minute its still hard work, to fail or just not do well enough.
I cant exactly put what i am feeling exactly into words. HORRIBLE FEELING.


everyone has a wish. what is mine? i dunoo. but i miss you. =)

FINALLY ITS HERE....dooms day! BOOM!

dum dum ta dum....

Haha ok i totally suck at that! (You know some entering music blah blah) Ok, fine. I am so screwed. I dunoo if i feel scared, i mean i am but something makes me feel....hmmm...eases me? Something like that ah. I am really shit scared. Feel like the whole world is cmg to the end. Haha ok fine not really, life will go on i guess. Hopefully i will continue to search for a job and have better chances at it. Yea i am jobless at the moment. Ok not moment since exams. Haha. Don't blame me if ppl don't want to hire me. And yea that is just a typical lazy bums answers. But you know really, ok stop. ARGH!

DAMN!

I am ok. =)

Anw met with nasarath yesterday after like aeons. We talked and walked as usual. Shes really busy. Having a great time at ploy. Good for her. It was good to finally meet her i guess. Haha.

ok i am gg to post random pictures, of roses.And i am emo-ing or feeling or wad ever i am just amazed at the colours they come at. Black,blue,brown,purple, orange and green, colours you usually dont see. Only the green one is fake is guess, but the rest are real. Pretty.


Blue.


Black.


Green.


Orange.


Brown.


Purple.

Ok, i cant change the dumb font and size blah. Damn blogspot sometimes seriously. So yea. Bye!