Nothing.

Let me ask you a question...
Would you feel annoyed,angry if ppl kept saying we gg out to eat today ok, must go. Then in the end don't end up gg because some other ppl don't wan?
Would you feel annoyed, angry if they said lets go out to eat today, then they go out somewhere and ask you to get ready at home then in the end never come home in time to go and eat? Plus you were waiting like an idiot for 3hrs.
Would you ever want to go out and eat with them?
Are you saying you wont feel cheated at all?
I am I rock?

One more question.
Does it really matter where we go eat? Isn't the only matter that we eat together?
Are you saying hawker centre food are not good enough for you?
Why the hell on earth must we go to expensive places for?
Is it my fault for wanting not to dress up?
My fault for wanting to go to a hawker centre?

Finally, is it my fault, am i wrong to feel annoyed and angry after all this? IS IT MY FAULT?????????

I swear i feel like running away! Far away...

Always trying to do wad they wan, trying to make them happy in the end i am always the bad girl....had enough....seriously...just wan to get away from all this.
Everytime...

And they don't even have one fucking idea how i feel, what am i thinking, what am i doing...they do not even know me.... Maybe its better this way...cause they will never get me...cause they don't listen...

But i am always the bad girl....its always because of me...then why am i here...

nothing...nothing...i have nothing...

AHHHHHHH!