Like Never Before....


haha...yea...i SLACKED like never before...as in after i really started studying...i promised myself not to go out anywhere today cause its suppose to be my slack DAY! feel soooo....not really much of a difference....i mean a have done this a million times before...so yea...but it doesn't feel like As is over. yupp, O V E R. ohh well....another slacking for approx 1.5 more weeks before i fly! no i am not gg hols....i am gg India...haha...yea where i was born...NOT excited pls. don't wan to go in fact. hopefully the dumb 16 days will FLYY BYY....my grandmum wans me to go cause its been like wad? 4 years since i went....and i dont hate it cause i JUST hate it like some ppl...India is just sooo corrupted and dirty! and fullstop to that cause i am right! =)


ok forget abt that...soon i will be back and doing all the things i wan to! learn Chinese, learn how to play the drums and guitar and....work! yupp! and ohh get ALL the things i have been wanting to get! =))


ok the actual reason i am here is to get my revenge! hehehehehe! yupp. feast your eyes on "cute" silei (so she claims) pics and shoe's....hmmm....interesting pics...ohh ohhh i got vids too!!

here we goooo.......



Everyone behold! the royal cute your highness Queen Yue Silei! *royal music plays*


The Queen Laughs


The Queen...hmmm...GONE CRAZY!



how The Queen really looks like.


The Queen sleeps. Awwwwwww!


The Queen acts cute. The Queen's fave past time other then staring
at *fly fly* ( you know wad i am talking abt. smile)


The Queen eats. *BRUP* (during The Queen's birthday)


The Queen's birthday surprise!



And now for The Cutie Angel Xiu-Li!

The Cutie Angel playing hide and seek!awwww!so cute! or is she just sleeping?take a closer look


Cutie Angel is so friendly that she TALKS and plays with bubble snowman made by me! =)


Cutie Angel has such a CUTE....wadever you want to call it.


Awwww! Cutie Angel is sleepy! zzzzzzZzZZzzzz......


OK! Don't be afraid! It's just Cutie Angel playing her fave game! HIDE AND SEEK! =)


Cutie Angel gets angry! Awwww!





haha! hope you guys enjoyed that! i will be back with more pics and tales!
tmr.

hahahahaha!

and i am suffering from withdrawal symptoms of not seeing cartoon network! =(( i so sad!
*miss miss*

invisible = unimportant. pist+ sad.


Sucedió de nuevo hoy. I siento tan a la izquierda. No soy parte de ellos. Y yo no wan a la buena whinny o celos ni nada pero soy sólo triste. Soy atf y debido a que i no encajan pulgadas ella es mejor que yo. Y si usted es la niña de al lado lo que estoy .... i? A la chica en el vertedero ..... .... ah esperar la mierda en el vertedero. I odio. Sentía tan pist hoy. Sucede eveytime .... por qué actuar como si todos los cuidados y soy cuando lo realmente importante no importa en absoluto. Soy invisibles. En serio soy un solitario. Realmente me quieren salir de esta mierda. I wan a sentirse querido y deseado horas i pedir demasiado? I supongo cómo estoy para hacer lo que soy enviado aquí por si i cant sentir amor. Ninguno. En absoluto. De nadie. Realmente. Soy un fta cerdo perdedor. Realmente me siento como ------------


E la vignetta sarà mai come me. Aspettare come ????? Egli penserà ne sono alcuni ritardato pezzo di merda che è strano e sporco e atf (i veramente odio questa parola) e la brutta e spaventosa ........ bene .... i cercano di fare bene ad uscire Questa merda buco. ..... Forse i sperato di essere rimosso da questa merda foro permanente.



not feeling better.

i have no idea why the hell i am so relaxed......


ok...today is silei's birthday. so....silei.....HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha...hope you had a great day today and liked the choco and the CARD! and the pic inside!!! =))) haha...yea. (i know you are smiling to your self. CBA(know wad is this?) hahahahahahahha! i know u do....) ok fine....


anw...today didnt study...i was just tooo excited! cannot study. tmr i have to concentrate LIKE MAD. i am really freaked out. others study muchhh more then i do, so dont they deserve the marks more then me? but then wad abt me?.....here we go again....

anw...i am sooooo annoyed angry and DAMN PIST at myself for not being able to study. i am SO ANGRY! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH! not fair....i really want to study but i cannot! WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?

i dont understand....i really feel like crying. i am suchhh an ass. i am. i am.

¡siento hoy, pero realmente lo pienso wasnt mi falta! ¡cómo lo puede ser! ¡y usted me preguntó a anw! sé que usted ha estado haciendo alot para mí ...., pero a veces su sólo no feria que usted expresa todo esto EN MÍ. ¡hola! ¡¡tomo exámenes tmr!!
(this is so cool! haha!)



done.

As(s). GP is a bitch. -___-


phy sucked, GP SUCKED EVEN MORE.

i suck.

can't belive its the As.

had a shitifed day(s)? just like me?

go watch this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-fVDGu82FeQ

hopefully this will make you smile. or maybe even laugh.

and plsss don't be lazy, its really worth it.

dont let me catch you watching it again yea.

=))

QUICK ONE.

ok its tues today. i really feel like dying. i dunoo what the hell i am gg to do. but i guess wadever it is i am gg to do my best, as whatever happens, does for a reason. =)) i guess i do have a purpose. but i really wonder what it is. =))


i have a question what is love? erm, i am totally not talking about girl like boy...blah blah...all that shit...i am talking about it in general. like you know, we say we love our family and friends....blah...blah....what is that love?
wadever it is....all i know is that it is important. it is important for people to know that you love them. knowing that there is someone, even if it is one person, out there who cares about you and loves you, helps and....it just acts as an catalyst. you know....haha...yea... =)) just a random thought ah....


i have a purpose....you have a purpose....so does that person i see far far away..... =))

BOOM!
cannot feel!!!/ Something .....


yea, as the days pass by....I FEEL LIKE DYING! ARGH!!!
damn!damn scard ah! i dunoo wad i am doing. still got time to come online, chit chat, blah blah and bloggg....omg man!

the time bomb (time check: wad 9 days???) in me....NOT WORKING! or maybe it just shut of, cause i am so petrified till i so relaxed now.damn.

study!study!study!

ohh i bought a new zen stone plus. black. yea had time for shopping as well. =((



suddenly.....
suddenly i feel there is so many things i don't know.
suddenly i feel my brother is so much more knowledgeable. impressed.
suddenly i feel there is so much more to learn.
suddenly i want to know more. but not about studies. zzzzz
suddenly i want to see things in a different view.
suddenly i want to change.
suddenly i feel stupid and damn dumb. ok fine, have been feeling that for a long time.


so many things out there. and all this while...its been always about me?
guess human nature got me as well. but i want to be different. i am going to be different. its going to be difficult. but i am going to try my best, do whatever i can.

but for now....As is still more important. hopefully As will be an stepping stone to what i want to do. actually i don't specifically know what i want...but i know what i want to do.

OoOoOOoOOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo

GONE!

BOO!


haha.nah i am not happy. i am actually...DAMN SCARED! sighhh...only 15 more dayssss. damn! shit! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...


ok that aside. today didn't study much. ok how about nothing at all! yea, still like that. okok i am gg back there. lets forget about As. for now that is i mean...OK. done. DONE!



done.haha. well i wan to talk abt Tues. abt wad happened on Tues. i lied. and to cover the truth i lied again and again. it was just so screwed. damn messy. i always lie to my parents. its like so normal. but on Tues, it was really bad. i went all out. ok example. i lied to them that i lost my phone when it was with me, right there in my bag. ohh and at first i said it was in my locker,then realised it was too stupid so said in bag. =))



well of course i got out of it.( i am a pro at this =) ), kinda clean as well. haha...but i really dont want to do it again. don't wan to freak them out. and i don't want to go through the whole terrible process. i am done with it! haha.



ohh and the reason why i lied in the first, always the same, standard, i know they wont let me. really. trust me, 100%, chop chop. always been like that. i guess one day i just got sick of it and thought forget it. truth doesn't work with them. and drift. even if going out for lunch was a huge battle with them! got so tired! and one day BOOM! a wall! a huge gap. not really happy happy about it but i guess i am glad to a certain extent. =))



ahh well all over now.


ok! random pics! yea again!


guess who! DUH not me! ITS WU XIAO YUAN! AHAHA!


next few pics. taken today. same place.
ohh and we actually tried to take a pic with the sing in the
toilet which said " CAUTION! Floor Wet!" . bu the toilet aunty
was like ard there...so couldn't! so sad!










my name. =) DUH rite!



love this pic. just look at her Eyes. sooo wow! =)) LOVE IT!


haha! cute rite!


WHOOPS! HAHA!


SO CUTE! THE BUTT! silei...CBA!hahahah!



forest on fire! AHHHH!


haha! retard! only the two white ones! ahaha!


ok more pics next time. blogger taking tooo much time to load pics already. no patience. haha!



DIEEEEE!



RTCTONOTWKORE ANDM ____ . LIWL ISMS IMH. EM ARTHES TOAONCR (_I_I_G_N_A_P)
haha! dg codes so fun!!!hahahah!heheheeheh! =))))

ok.back.to post random picts! whoooo!~


national lib!


one more! actually there's a lot more. but this is wad happens
when silei thinks her hair looks nice that day.=)


yay! purple+gold!



a very cute kitty!!=))


a very pretty cat...oooooo



Spongebob Squarepants and Snoopy became best friends that day!

this is called...hmmmm. dunoo lah! i did this though!

i drew this! =)

that is nice.i know.=))

think silei hates this pic. but i like.haha! coz can see me! =)

(note its a joke)

nice eh?

my artwork. this is wad you get when i get board and there's left overs. =)

Nothing At All


well, Friday was the last day of sch. didn't feel anything. nothing at all. weird but i know why. i wont really miss anyone really expect for the teachers,of course the teachers. =)) they never fail to help us. and i guess the best thing about PJC is the teachers! just so nice! ohh and the farewell assembly sucked big time.there was practically nothing.really.expect for 2 songs and speeches. boring hell. dunoo why but rem last year's farewell assembly to be more, entertaining. even though the little " speeches" the teachers gave us was sweet...just felt last year one was more emotional. and there were so much more performances and it seemed more effort was put into it. and i seriously don't rem formal speeches! it was just sooo...off! and they had balloons last year! this year we got nothing! so sad! well priya was more sad cause no balloons though! =))

few teachers i will never forget!=))
first, Miss tan! i am totally going to miss her lessons! and her coming to class and doing all that weird stuff! like covering her lips with her tongue( i know it sounds disgusting but you will understand if u see it!) and swinging and clapping her hands...just so cute!! haha! shes just a very nice person. and sometimes i wonder why guys don't like her, as in go after her. stupid guys always only look at wrong things! will miss her! =))
then, Mrs tay. never did i think i will say this at the end of the year. gg to miss her. her down to earthiness, practical thinking, always motivating and encouraging. she is a very special person. very nice. =))
then of course there is Miss wong (aka sunshine!!) my econs teacher, who never ever gets angry(really!) Miss seah my maths teacher, who shocked me by singing Chinese song on farewell assembly! Mrs leong my GP teacher.....don't think so i will miss her....haha! ohh and mr lee (aka ACJC hunk in his era...) haha!

hmmmm, just realised never take pics with them at all, never b4. haha, but it feels so weird. i mean if my class wants to of course i will be more then happy to BUT it will never will happen because my shit class only has three pathetic girls and that includes me as well. yea, three. (not me myself and I though! haha! ok fine lameee.) its Elycia the SMART one, Priya the PRETTY one and me the stupid and ugly one. =) haha. there were many cons with being the 3 girls, like DUH rite? but one good thing, i think we became close. and i learnt alot of things from being with them. they taught me alot of things knowingly AND unknowingly. and i will be thankful for that. Elycia: for always teaching me, answering all my stupid questions, i dunoo and alot more. =) and Priya: hmmmmmmmmmmmmm,haha being a good friend. =) THANX! you two made my life much EASIER and FUN for the past two years! (wow, 2 years passed. can't believe it!)

now for the cons! hmmmm,that's gg to take too much time but oh well, i will summarise cause i got to say this. the guys in my class suck. seriously. ok fine, not all but most. the problem: they were/are boys, not even guys. let me state an example. no matter how much you hate your class or wadever, at least on the last day of school you will have some kind of outing or "farewell party" or something. but mine none. the last day was like every other day. anw i didn't expect one either. and i don't want one. even if there is, trust me only the guys will be there and maybe priya. sigh. but i am glad its over, i guess. this is definitely one thing i will not miss. =)

haha, of course the two other ppl in my JC life who made PJC fun! Yue silei and Ng xiu li (whoops! nearly spelled your names wrongly!) HAHA! ohh well. lets keep this for the end of year. haha. we still have a long way to go.( wad? 15 more days?) glad to do it with you two! HAPPY! MUCKS!

haha. well there is one more thing i will miss. i dunoo why. but i will. i will miss cartoon network! it was fun while it lasted! but really dont want it to end!!!



all done.all over.hope i will do well for As. hope it just wont be a dream. =+

back. and dying. want to survive. can./?

ok, seriously i am so gg to die...As is like in about 23 days and here i am blogging again,using the com,WATCHING TV and of course "relaxing". sighh...everyone is stressed. i guess, expect for those from RJ, HCI, VJC, NJC.....blah blah....smart people....ohh hardworking as well.

that aside, i suddenly thought about why people blog? i blog because its like a place where you say everything you feel, your opinions about things, you open up and let it all out...how you feel...good or bad...a blog...your blog is about you...only you. i mean if its not then why blog? why?

previously, after that i stopped writing all the "sad" stuff and only wrote abt the "happy" stuff. i mean yea it was nice...but it felt so fake and not totally me. then one fine day something really bad happened and i couldn't take it but i didn't want to blog abt it as well because i was afraid...then i found out the______. it helped, a lot. i said wad i wanted to and no one could understand....ohhh i just realised i did that previously! haha! but then i realised why must i be afraid of what others think...i write what i want to...because its MY blog. so if you have a problem with it....the exit to my blog is only a click away. i didn't beg you to come and read. and if you want to laugh abt it, go ahead. =) but of course there are still some things which i totally dont want to say just like that....so i dont...but i still do at the same time! ahha!ohh and codes are just needed sometimes....

anw, my point...its your blog....do wadver you want say wadver you want and heck the other shits who got some shit to say. =) simple.


its so easy when i say it to others...why dont/simply cant belive in what i say? its just so diffcult...and i really understand how it was possible for her. i really cant....feel soooo shitfied. why? damn.

Bullshit.......


nonsens! zij kwamen werkelijk over de het verliestaltten van het shit… gewicht shit te weten!! crap!!! shitshitshit!!! goed zijn niet alsof het hielp! ik verloor geen één enkel kg!!!! het zuigt anw!!! i dunoopakje om te doen….ik heb geen ideaaaaa ........ vloek! ik veronderstel mijn vetten van me tooo veel HOUDEN! om me te verlaten! kcuf!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHH!


haha,don't get cheated by the !!!....i put them for a reason....hahah...ohh well...lets just say not in the mood...today...esp the night....but heyy! theres CSI and Criminal Minds....to help me get out this bullshit! =) yay!!!!!! cant wait! exactly 50 more mins!

ohh and sch starts tmr...i have to get my engine RUNNING! boom! yea....haha....i will...i tell ppl they can do it...so why cant i tell myself and really do it? well...its all in the mind...we have a beautiful and complicated mind you know...haha...i guess...that's just life! wow! its been like a million years since i said that! haha...i dunoo...

waiting for you to be overrrr....haha...cant wait....
and sorry...today....it just didn't feel right...don't ask me why....i don't have a ans either! but i am sorry! =)

exactly 35 days more...


35 days more to doomsday.


ohh well...people keep asking what u want to do in uni...i never had an ans...used to give my parents answer...doctor...but its totally not easy...and with the grades i am getting...the gap is really BIG...and many say they want to Psychology...it's become so common...everyone wants to do it...

after watching so many TV series like CSI...Criminal Minds...a bit of Bones....and other random series related to these...made me think about forensic sciences...i felt...i want to be in that looking for evidence...or in that lab searching for the fingerprints...or interrogating the accused...so interesting!....and duh i know all of this is so bloody exaggerated...but i really want to...it will be something i will enjoy...and i am not just saying this it looks so cool and stuff...but its interesting...and another part which really intrigues me is the brains of those criminals....i was really impressed...so clever...sigh...if i only had about 0.00000001% of that! ah! haha....

anws...really want to do something related to it...so exciting!...haha...something to do with murders...but no cutting but of dead bodies that's for sure...and i really wonder where those who do that(i have no idea what they are called) get the passion from...i mean why?...but if not for them...plenty of murders would remain unsolved and those idiots(murders) would have gotten away with it and it would totally encourage them and others do more!....so thanx! =))

well...enough of that...i have recently been addicted to the song Your Guardian Angel by the
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus...its sooooo.....love it!....and if a guy says that to a girl...wahhhh...boy would that girl be drowning in the sea of happiness...haha...


all done...never felt this way...haha...cute...but will never see again...for sure...

new blog....new beginnings? haha,i know bull shit. ohh well. guess my old blog was just tooo DEAD. so yea...new blog....shall i tell....dont feel like it...haha....well this is just a place for me to say and let it out...haha


well i have about 38 days left...for As....i feel soooooooo arghhhhhhhhhhh....when i dont study...i feel guilty...like mad...but just dont do anything about it...even now....haha...i guess that is just me....and dont asl me why i am like that....coz i alos dunoo....but i hope i knew though!

sometimes i come across some ppls blog which are so....nice to read...the way they blog...they do talk abt their daily life...but not to the extend that i did to....they talk abt random stuff....things they saw...things which intrigued them....something like that....it makes them sound so mature and their blog nice to read....very intresting....and when they talk about wad happened in their life....they phrase it in such a way that its....nice to read....haha...my vocab not so good...so expect repeated normal words...haha...

and now i am gg to try...nah! ahaha...not today....when i find something intresting...haha...

well thats all for today i guess....i will be back with some pics...someday....ohhh and i dont update alot...hahah


cartoon network is cute....and is getting cuter each day....cant take my eyes off it....so cute....cute cute cute cute....hahaha...very cute....and soooo emo